I am just sick and tired of my girlfriend breaking her promise of being here, being with me more often. I am always on a hitaus, waiting for her to come online or to even talk to her is a challenge in itself because all we ever do talk about is our relationship itself. I want to see more of how she interacts with others, how she is as a person. And I so wish she wouldn't rush into the more smutty side of our relationship, or lack thereof. I am considering breaking up with her at the moment, but sometimes I laugh at myself because I wonder how long would it take for her to get that message, to be able to talk that out. It would have be like